having a late night dinner with my brother at my favourite korean restaurant and omg, dont think i ever wanna eat out with him again cos he makes me look so bad. I gulped down my whole bentobox in less than 15 mins and he cant even finish his meal ... :-P im gonna strangle him when we leave this place haha
Friday, 12 April 2013
Wednesday, 10 April 2013
Friday, 5 April 2013
Monday, 1 April 2013
disappointment
feeling so disappointed in myself cause this long Easter weekend wasn't anywhere near as productive as I had hoped. meaning I'm gonna die with an overload of catching up during the school week. And I wanna make plans for the weekend to go out etc. so won't be any time during the weekend to study and stuff. :-( have compiled alot of photos which I'm going to upload sometime during the week!
cold shower
something went wrong with the hot water so had to shower in ice cold water this morning omg. might go gym after school tomorrow so I can have a hot shower right after :-)
Saturday, 30 March 2013
find your love drake
(Hey hey hey)
Refuse to be forgotten
(Hey hey hey)
I took a chance with my heart
(Hey hey hey)
And I feel it taking over
I'd better find your lovin
I'd better find your heart. [x3]
I bet if I give all my love then nothing's gonna tear us apart
I'm more than just a number
(Hey hey hey)
I doubt you'll find another
(Hey hey hey)
So every single summer
(Hey hey hey)
I be the one that you remember
And I'd better find your lovin
I'd better find your heart. [x3]
I bet if I give all my love then nothing's gonna tear us apart
It's more than just a mission
(Hey hey hey)
You hear but you don't listen
(Hey hey hey)
You better pay attention
(Hey hey hey)
And give what you've been missin'
I'd better find your lovin
I'd better find your heart. [x3]
I bet if I give all my love then nothing's gonna tear us apart
Too many times
I've been wrong
I guess being right
Takes too long
I'm done waiting
There's nothing left to do
But give all I have to you and
I'd better find your lovin
I'd better find your heart
I'd better find your loving
I bet if I give all my love then nothings gonna tear us apart. [x2]
every path leads to Rome
Friday, 29 March 2013
Wednesday, 27 March 2013
napped
napped this afternoon for the first time since school term has started and now I feel so good :-) excited for Easter weekend even though I don't have any plans except Easter Show with Michelle on Good Friday ♥ also spending tomorrow afternoon with my brother ♥ he is like the best guy to watch movies with cos:
a.) we have very similar taste
b.) he does not talk and the majoirty of movies, i do not like talking
c.) we have very deep discussions about the movie on the way home
other than that, need to catch up on a bunch of trigonometry exercises I fell behind in and study for my legal studies assessment.
Friday, 22 March 2013
friday night
watched "21 and over" with a mate last night at the theatres and omfg, best comedy film i have ever seen :-) if ur into dirty inappropriate jokes, definitely watch it haha. My friend was like "i never want to see another naked man in my entire life ... next time, im choosing the movie"
Thursday, 21 March 2013
must buy clothes
when it's the last week of term, gonna go clothes shopping and treat myself :-) already so excited. I haven't given much care to how I look this whole term so far, cos never gone out or anything, except the rare occasion after school like ... twice. and this whole term I have been so unmotivated to make myself look good on the weekends cos all it consists of is: tutoring. I remember complaining about this to Michelle the other day hehe.
- muscle tee
- rose gold jewellery
- crop top
- warm neutral coloured sweater
- benefit "they're real" mascara
Tuesday, 19 March 2013
when an old door closes, a new one opens
I always thought if I started drifting away from someone who was once close to me, I'd flip out, the world will end, but ... "when an old door closes, a new one opens" is probably the best saying to describe these situations. because, it has never seemt more true. I'm gonna lose people but then, I'm gonna find people. I guess I have been so focused on grade 11 this year that I haven't had much time to think and think and overthink and overthink. But now that I'm reflecting on the past few months, its come as a surprise how positively ive been viewing everything that has happened this year so far. :-) I'm starting to seriously believe everything happens for a reason
movies I wanna watch at the theatres but I'm too cheap to pay for
- side effects; about law, drugs, psychological stuff so I'm really keen in watching this
- 21 and over; its comedy so not usually something id go for but, its MA15+ so must have the kind of humour I'm into ;-)
- mama; decent looking horror film my friend in maths told me about. Already out but its only a M rating to dunno if that means if its even gonna be scary ...
- a good day to die hard; Bruce is my favourite actor so might have to watch till my brother finishes his exam to watch this with him
Saturday, 16 March 2013
love between a parent and a child
this is actually a story my chinese tutor posted on some social media website and i wanna translate it into english, cos its pretty amazing
there was once a mother and a little son. the mother asked her son, "if we were dying of thirst with no water, and you had two apples in your backpack, what would you do?" the son replies "i will take a bite from each apple". the mother was extremely disappointed in son. She was about to start lecturing him, telling him how selfish he was and warning him how it will affect his future. However, she changed her mind and asked "and why would you do that?" The son happily says: "because I would give the sweetest and juiciest apple to you of course". The mother was struck immediately, overwhelmed with emotions. The mother gave her son the chance to explain, before jumping to any conclusions. A chance to explain something means so much. Not being given that chance could lead to a negative relationship (between anyone). Being given that opportunity to explain is what love really is. Communication between parent and child.
Funnily enough, I actually couldn't understand what my tutor typed so had my mom read it to me in Chinese ^-^
zombie apocalypse
its 11pm and meant to continue studying for my geometry test but so lazy now :-( I really wanna go out Friday evening n have a break so got alot to finish before then. Am dying to watch 'side effects' cos really seems like stuff I'm into: the real life juice.
I wanna upload a bunch of photos from the time I had whilst studying in Beijing as soon as I find my camera charger again!
Anyways, last night, had the most heated nightmare ever. it was the zombie apocalypse and this person (cannot remember who it was sadly but dang she was annoying as hell) ... anyways we were shooting zombies and i kept missing their heads and they kept running after us faster and faster so i found this staircase. i started climbing it first and the person kept prodding his or her gun at my butt to make me go faster. we reached the top and magically, mybrother appeared and i was seperated from the original person. my bro took me to a hotel room, stuffed me in a friggen cupboard and left cos apparently the zombie world was too dangerous and id be more safe in a hotel room?
anyways, i woke up in the middle of the night and called my brother at 2am in the morning cos i was too scared to go downstairs.he picked up and i was fully asking him where the zombies were and he got pissed and hung up on me :-( omg i was so paranoid then hahaha. i actually started texting a few people asking them what was going on ... surprised i still have friends lol. too much walking dead ...
Friday, 15 March 2013
ballade pour adeline
Tuesday, 12 March 2013
Monday, 11 March 2013
fall for your type - jamie foxx feat. drake
Friday, 8 March 2013
we all need to talk about our blessings more than we talk about our problems
change is inevitable, except from a vending machine
Wednesday, 6 March 2013
Tuesday, 5 March 2013
hello
Monday, 4 March 2013
weird dream
Monday, 25 February 2013
would you rather cry in a ferrari or laugh on a bicycle?
Sunday, 24 February 2013
you're so cute it hurts my eyes
what if i kissed you right now
Saturday, 23 February 2013
february in pics
Thursday, 21 February 2013
photos
i got some photos from instagram which i am gna upload here when i get the time to go on my laptop ... havent touched that poor thing in weeks.
Wednesday, 20 February 2013
korean music
I have been listening to osts from the korean drama ‘boys before flowers‘ and now i really wanna watch it again, for the 3rd time hehe
Tuesday, 19 February 2013
19/02
Just lying here from my 4 hour nap lol. Was planning to be just a nap but now that it is already midnight, might as well sleep till morning. After school today, met up with a mate to study together at my local library ... worst study buddy ever cos he is the kind of friend who you can have some really interesting convos with. ;-) only reason i allowed myself to nap is cos the ache in my body makes it so hard to focus on something ... i keep wondering whether someone from taekwondo bashed me up unknowingly yesterday. Thankfully, no school tomorrow cos it is the school swimming carnival n many people ain't bothered to show up - like me.
"Last Stand" is coming out or probably already out, so much respect for Arnold ♥ my brother n myself really support him n this other actor, Bruce Willis so we're planning to watch it soon on a day we are both freee.
Hope everyone had a good start to this week xx
Friday, 15 February 2013
every woman's favourite word JerryLaVigneJr
Thursday, 14 February 2013
03.
Wednesday, 13 February 2013
feeling michelles elbow
the only class i have with michelle is english so we get pretty excited when we enter that classroom ;-) omgee, we were checking each others elbows and i started feeling hers to compare how rough mine was compared to her and got caught by the teacher and she was staring at us with a wtf face and was like: "what is going on there?!" hahaha! Had to lie and say we were discussing the poem hmm ...
14/02
would i be considered a sadist if i like the pain i felt when i woke up this morning ... ? Maybe cos i was happy that I'm gaining muscles? Had taekwondo training yesterday and omgee, never sweated so hard before. I think cos i had frustration buried down below from like last month.
after training, spent like half an hour talking about really weird things cos the guys who stayed back were all male so they were asking each other who lost their v-card. responses were so sad ;-) it was my mates 18th birthday so had a really nice dinner at a local Chinese place. Gave him his birthday present and i had to ask another mate what kinda gift bags were meant for guys cos i had no clue ... he texted back: "As long as its something not obviously girly like bright pink covered in barbie or some shiet" lol ... did not help much. Slept so late cos came home so lateee after dinner celebration urgh
Nearly at my train station. Hope everyone had a lovely morning.
Tuesday, 12 February 2013
new layout
I quite like the new layout of my blog even though all I did was click one of the templates hehe. I think it makes deciphering what is the title and what is the content much easier. Will try blocking more on my phone, especially cos I always have nothing to do on public transport ^-^
its all good in the hood :-)
im kinda surprised how i lasted almost 4 days without bothering to open my laptop. kk, going to finish my chinese essay and then pack my school bag. goodnight! xx
Saturday, 9 February 2013
these are the friendships I find amazing:
-after an online argument-
"hey Jules, sorry about the lil fight earlier tonight =o friends fight, love u a ton. have a nice day :)"
me: love u more. message me when you get back online. do well in school n*gga and stop wagging. :-)
Thursday, 7 February 2013
keep winning - bilal ft. billy 'the kid' dib
Wednesday, 6 February 2013
self confidence
we need to have enough self confidence and self admiration to be able to express what we want. lol how hard is it to ask a guy out, even as mates? Just make it clear from the very beginning and its their choice what they wanna believe. I dislike the generalisation that only guys can be the ones to ask a girl out or be the first one to initiate a relationship etc. And for girls to be rejected, no, it ain't as bad and hurtful as it seems if you have a thick skin. there is no time for hesitation & regrets in life anymore so do what you gotta do.
"You never know what you could have unless you tried". damn right :-)
Tuesday, 5 February 2013
have a wonderful month of february
- barely been on facebook; only to talk to one mate actually
- have not gamed or touched steam at all ... </3
- only briefly catching up on some youtube videos but not that interested anymore
- going to limit my television watching to "the walking dead" + "the lying game"
hence i may not blog as much especially during school days - maybe put up photos or something. anyways, going to head off to bed soon. i hope everyone has a wonderful upcoming month. stay positive & happy cos life is short for hesitation and regrets. x
the way he talks makes me laugh :-)
Sunday, 3 February 2013
why complicate life?
wanna meet up? - invite
wanna be understood? - explain
have questions? - ask
don't like something? - say it
like something? - state it
want something? - ask for it
be crazy. be stupid. be silly. be weird. be whatever. because life is too short to be anything but happy :-)
Saturday, 2 February 2013
02/02
Friday, 1 February 2013
1st week of grade 11 ...
was so much better than what i had expected. I hope my positive attitude towards going to school lasts all through this year. :-)
Monday, 28 January 2013
avoiding emotional distraught
Sunday, 27 January 2013
27/01
Saturday, 26 January 2013
online shopping
Thursday, 24 January 2013
02.
Do you have plans for tomorrow? no plans - stay home & be a good girl. maybe get some school supplies for back to school
What’s the last movie you saw? at the cinemas is was 'the hobbit'. on dvd, i watched 'breaking dawn part 1' last night and skipped a whole crapload cos it was boring me
Have you heard of Google Plus? yes
Can you take a joke? yes
Do you look okay? um not really cause i just had a shower after i came home
What’s something big that you’re looking forward to? nothing much
Who’s your favorite singer as of now? as of right now, avenged sevenfold (christian band)
Do you accept all of your friend requests on Facebook? barely any. i dont really see the point to as most of them never even bother talking to me so every few months, i go on deleting sprees
Are you dramatic? wouldnt consider myself, but on some occasions, yes, i can be
Ever experienced tornado or a hurricane? no
Are you feeling lonely? no :-)
When do you start school? 30th this month
Do you hate basic and unoriginal questions? um?
Do you fight back? depends, with my mom ... yes (unfortunately) with my dad, him and i have extremely opinionated conversations which actually turns out to be really interesting cause we dont talk about bullcrap topics but serious things
Is it possible to miss someone so much that it hurts? yeah i guess
What do you have pierced? nothing!
If you could dye your hair, would you & what color? yes, but im also kinda skeptical about it cause if it went into my roots, there is a higher possibility i could get brain cancer and these past months, im very aware of the types of cancers there are. i would dye it different shades of brown
Would you rather die by knife or gun? gun because it is quick and painless
Do you make fun of people? sometimes
What’s the biggest promise someone’s ever made to you? Did they keep it? cant remember lol
Even though cigarettes are bad for you, do you smoke them anyways? nah
What happened last night? headed to bed
Do thunder & storms scare you? nope
Have you ever scared yourself? yes, countless times!
Do you find it annoying when others fake being ‘high’ or ‘drunk’? never had people like that around me so i wouldnt know
What’s the last video game you played? COD multiplayer
Are you the kind of person who over-thinks everything? not so much anymore. but there are a limited things i do think alot about
Google, Bing, or Yahoo? google
What’s the name of someone you once loved, but can’t forget? never was in love
When were you the happiest in your life? possibly when i was a lil child and life was so much simplier
Have you ever played in the snow? yes ♥
Do you tend to take things too far? huh?
Did someone say ‘Goodnight’ to you last night? my brother in real life & i dont think anyone via phone/online
Are you more of a Hot Topic person or an Abercrombie person? i have only one piece of abercrombie item because there is none that i know of in sydney
Are you in your pajamas at the moment? yes how did you know?
Is your birth year an odd number? no
On Facebook, do you have people listed as your siblings who aren’t really your siblings? yeah i think 2; michelle + jennifer
Do you ever say “FAIL” when people mess up? no ... my mate does that after every single statement i make
What was the last song you had on repeat? ages ago
Who is your favorite person to watch on YouTube? depends what im in the mood for. beyondbeautystar, timothydelaghetto, jayfluent
Ever kissed someone your parents hate? no
What do you think about your cousins? i get along with them extremely well whenever im in shanghai :-)
What’s the most you’ve ever read in a day? hours
Do you have a favorite radio station? no, i never listen to the radio unless im in the car with someone who does
Would you say that you’ve become more of a slut or less of a slut since a year ago? i wouldnt call myself slut because 1. i am still a pure lil virgin. 2. the way someone dresses cannot define who they are as a person. but if i really had to answer that question, i am now 'more of a slut' as i am more confident in how i dress
How often would you say you take naps? end of last year, often, cause i was easily exhausted. havent taken a nap in a few weeks now
Does anyone you know exaggerate a lot? not really
How many songs are on your iPod? i dont have an ipod no more
Did you have a good day yesterday? no ha
What was the highlight of today? my cute morning & also i got a new phone case cause i have dropped it approximately 10 times the past month so i need the soft ones which wraps around the entire back and front of the mobile phone (if that makes any sense)
Where were you when you heard about the World Trade Towers? da heck?
Has anyone ever told you you have pretty eyes? no
What are you wearing? pajamas
Do you get yelled at for not using the little drink coasters? never because we dont even own them
How many times in your life have you held a baby? never
Does it annoy you when surveys make obvious spelling mistakes? yes because then i have to correct them
Would you rather make breakfast yourself or have someone cook you breakfast in bed? make me breakfast in bed because i am lazy lol & if i guy did that for me, it would be cute
When will your next kiss be? not anytime soon
What will your next buy be? most likely; food
Are you waiting for something? no
Are you happy with life? no one is completely 100% happy with life but as of now, i am pretty content :-)
Do you like country music? um no