my brother ...

having a late night dinner with my brother at my favourite korean restaurant and omg, dont think i ever wanna eat out with him again cos he makes me look so bad. I gulped down my whole bentobox in less than 15 mins and he cant even finish his meal ... :-P im gonna strangle him when we leave this place haha

not doing anything too interesting during the holidays but i think ill blog frequently throughout :-) last day of school tomorrow! hope everyone is doing well xx

baby julia

i have come to realise that photos are important and i should seriously take more of them. especially, cause i have the worst memory ever. going to try bringing my camera everywhere i go, especially as holidays are coming up. ^ my favourite pic of me as a baby :-) 

disappointment

feeling so disappointed in myself cause this long Easter weekend wasn't anywhere near as productive as I had hoped. meaning I'm gonna die with an overload of catching up during the school week. And I wanna make plans for the weekend to go out etc. so won't be any time during the weekend to study and stuff. :-( have compiled alot of photos which I'm going to upload sometime during the week!

cold shower

something went wrong with the hot water so had to shower in ice cold water this morning omg. might go gym after school tomorrow so I can have a hot shower right after :-)

find your love drake

Find your Love

I'm more than just an option
(Hey hey hey)
Refuse to be forgotten
(Hey hey hey)
I took a chance with my heart
(Hey hey hey)
And I feel it taking over

I'd better find your lovin
I'd better find your heart. [x3]
I bet if I give all my love then nothing's gonna tear us apart

I'm more than just a number
(Hey hey hey)
I doubt you'll find another
(Hey hey hey)
So every single summer
(Hey hey hey)
I be the one that you remember

And I'd better find your lovin
I'd better find your heart. [x3]
I bet if I give all my love then nothing's gonna tear us apart

It's more than just a mission
(Hey hey hey)
You hear but you don't listen
(Hey hey hey)
You better pay attention
(Hey hey hey)
And give what you've been missin'

I'd better find your lovin
I'd better find your heart. [x3]
I bet if I give all my love then nothing's gonna tear us apart

Too many times
I've been wrong
I guess being right
Takes too long
I'm done waiting
There's nothing left to do
But give all I have to you and

I'd better find your lovin
I'd better find your heart
I'd better find your loving
I bet if I give all my love then nothings gonna tear us apart. [x2]

every path leads to Rome

every path leads to Rome,

if a certain path doesn't work out, find another one

if that one doesn't work out, make your own path.

who will care of the other's existence

joy, anger and grief

we can't feel the other's beat

passion continues to quietly surge

anger is spreading and drowning this world

who is that in front of me

you're not the answer

we enter a lonely future

no one will live for anyone anymore

this long weekend, I wanna re-watch the Taiwanese drama, "skip beat" to practice my mandarin speaking skills

napped

napped this afternoon for the first time since school term has started and now I feel so good :-) excited for Easter weekend even though I don't have any plans except Easter Show with Michelle on Good Friday ♥ also spending tomorrow afternoon with my brother ♥ he is like the best guy to watch movies with cos:

a.) we have very similar taste

b.) he does not talk and the majoirty of movies, i do not like talking

c.) we have very deep discussions about the movie on the way home

other than that, need to catch up on a bunch of trigonometry exercises I fell behind in and study for my legal studies assessment.

friday night

watched "21 and over" with a mate last night at the theatres and omfg, best comedy film i have ever seen :-) if ur into dirty inappropriate jokes, definitely watch it haha. My friend was like "i never want to see another naked man in my entire life ... next time, im choosing the movie"

must buy clothes

when it's the last week of term, gonna go clothes shopping and treat myself :-) already so excited. I haven't given much care to how I look this whole term so far, cos never gone out or anything, except the rare occasion after school like ... twice. and this whole term I have been so unmotivated to make myself look good on the weekends cos all it consists of is: tutoring. I remember complaining about this to Michelle the other day hehe.

- muscle tee

- rose gold jewellery

- crop top

- warm neutral coloured sweater

- benefit "they're real" mascara

when I'm in a pissed off mood, I try to avoid talking to people in case I act like a bitch towards them unknowingly :-P

when an old door closes, a new one opens

I always thought if I started drifting away from someone who was once close to me, I'd flip out, the world will end, but ... "when an old door closes, a new one opens" is probably the best saying to describe these situations. because, it has never seemt more true. I'm gonna lose people but then, I'm gonna find people. I guess I have been so focused on grade 11 this year that I haven't had much time to think and think and overthink and overthink. But now that I'm reflecting on the past few months, its come as a surprise how positively ive been viewing everything that has happened this year so far. :-) I'm starting to seriously believe everything happens for a reason

movies I wanna watch at the theatres but I'm too cheap to pay for

- side effects; about law, drugs, psychological stuff so I'm really keen in watching this

- 21 and over; its comedy so not usually something id go for but, its MA15+ so must have the kind of humour I'm into ;-)

- mama; decent looking horror film my friend in maths told me about. Already out but its only a M rating to dunno if that means if its even gonna be scary ...

- a good day to die hard; Bruce is my favourite actor so might have to watch till my brother finishes his exam to watch this with him

I like persistent guys who know what they want and would do anything to prove, show and get what they want ♥

love between a parent and a child

this is actually a story my chinese tutor posted on some social media website and i wanna translate it into english, cos its pretty amazing

there was once a mother and a little son. the mother asked her son, "if we were dying of thirst with no water, and you had two apples in your backpack, what would you do?" the son replies "i will take a bite from each apple". the mother was extremely disappointed in son. She was about to start lecturing him, telling him how selfish he was and warning him how it will affect his future. However, she changed her mind and asked "and why would you do that?" The son happily says: "because I would give the sweetest and juiciest apple to you of course". The mother was struck immediately, overwhelmed with emotions. The mother gave her son the chance to explain, before jumping to any conclusions. A chance to explain something means so much. Not being given that chance could lead to a negative relationship (between anyone). Being given that opportunity to explain is what love really is. Communication between parent and child.

Funnily enough, I actually couldn't understand what my tutor typed so had my mom read it to me in Chinese ^-^

zombie apocalypse

its 11pm and meant to continue studying for my geometry test but so lazy now :-( I really wanna go out Friday evening n have a break so got alot to finish before then. Am dying to watch 'side effects' cos really seems like stuff I'm into: the real life juice.

I wanna upload a bunch of photos from the time I had whilst studying in Beijing as soon as I find my camera charger again!

Anyways, last night, had the most heated nightmare ever. it was the zombie apocalypse and this person (cannot remember who it was sadly but dang she was annoying as hell) ... anyways we were shooting zombies and i kept missing their heads and they kept running  after us faster and faster so i found this staircase. i started climbing it first and the person kept prodding his or her gun at my butt to make me go faster. we reached the top and magically, mybrother appeared and i was seperated from the original person. my bro took me to a hotel room, stuffed me in a friggen cupboard and left cos apparently the zombie world was too dangerous and id be more safe in a hotel room?

anyways, i woke up in the middle of the night and called my brother at 2am in the morning cos i was too scared to go downstairs.he picked up and i was fully asking him where the zombies were and he got pissed and hung up on me :-( omg i was so paranoid then hahaha. i actually started texting a few people asking them what was going on ... surprised i still have friends lol. too much walking dead ...

ballade pour adeline

i am determined to be able to play at least one of the many richard clayderman piano pieces: ballade pour adeline 

and these are the sick conversations I have with my brother :') our precious sense of humour